Would really like to see my daughter. I am not the best parent in the world, but nor have I been ever given the opportunity to be. The court is now looking into “if access between [me] and my daughter meets the needs of my daughter and if contact were to resume, what form that contact would take.”
Fuck me. They wonder where I get my deep seated hatred for authority from. Go figure.
At the end of the day if being with her Dad is a negative experience / influence then that is fine. I will find it hard to walk away, but that’s what will happen. I am not as bad as the people who live next door. I am not as bad as the thousands of shitty parents you see every day doing stupid shit.
It is hard to be perfect. I would like to think I am adequate. In some ways and situations actually bloody clever. In others, not so much.
I am human after all.
And so is my damn daughter.