Out of jail, but feel worse…

This “Electronic Bail” thing is worse than jail.

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It is not bail at all.

It is more “Electronic Custody”.

Has been three weeks and have been really depressed, achieving little (nothing at all) and lacking any socialising.

Social disharmony (disassociation / dislocation from society) would be a damn good reason for anyone to start looking at drug use, gangs and anti social behaviours in the first instance.

When giving up drugs I chose to try Narcotics Anonymous as a way to meet junkies who did not want to use drugs. People like me. People whom could relate.

In jail I got to run into people, have a bit of rough and tumble with people whom I could relate.

Stuck at home 24/7 without so much as being able to buy my own biscuits, coffee and milk from the shoppe about fifty metres down the street….

.. IS ISOLATING …

And downright unhealthily dangerous.

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At least in jail you have dreams of freedom – if only drawing them… And cruelly drawing them confined to the yard… Being in my flat 24/7 has cruelly confined my dreams to extent where jail seems preferable.

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